beauty403

Can't you see.... They’re proud of me because:    * I spend less time on the computer than I used to.    * I spend a lot of time on my homework and studying.    * I work hard at dance practice and really push myself.    * I think more about what I’m about to say. What they don’t know is:    * I avoid the computer because it causes me to eat distractedly.    * Homework and studying is a distraction from hunger.    * I need to burn calories.    * I want to strike out, but am forced to think about the consequences. It’s controlling my life. For the better. So my friend and I went to McDonalds... Worker: W

I accidently cut my finger trying to break a shaver to get the razor, this is the first time this has ever happened. i just had to share. stupid moments, i love them. haha p.s. my finger hurts so bad :| --> I care about people to much and to easily. My friends always weasel their way into my heart and then rip it out. No I do not fall in love with these people, they just become like family to me. The reason I do this is because I don't have many family who actually act like it so I think I try and fill the void with my friends. today, I find myself wondering now, as I have been wont to in the past, at exactly how long I can continu

I sit there with my friends. Hear'em  say " I can't belive how people can cut! Poor those who wanna commit suicide" and make jokes about cutting themselves. I sit there with my friends. And I am secretly that person they talk about and make fun of. I just wanna shout to their fucking faces " SHUT UP! Do you know how it's like, wanting to die, almost EVERY DAY?! Do you know how it's like sit with the knife in your pale hands and consider if you are ready to die or not?! Do you know how it's like to feel less worth than every one else, every day? To HATE your body and feel disgusting?!  NO? You don't!? BUT I FUCKINGS DO!". If I just showed th